Saturday, August 21, 2004
why?
dear blog..
2 days ago i confessed.. i told him..i told him i liked him.. why? i dunno..maybe cos i needed the closure.. but did i do the right thing? i dunno.. he's a really good friend.. did i jeopardise that by telling him my true feelings for him? maybe i dont like him? i dunno.. it seems as though.. i dunno..maybe im just paranoid..
how do i know if i really liked him? ok here are my reasons..:
1. i really miss him if he doesnt turn up for school
2. haha i actually look out to see if he is standing in line behind meevery morning
3. i get very upset if for the whole day in school i dont speak a word to him
4. i think abt him 24/7
5. he interrupts me in my thought..haha not his fault..mine..ok maybe his for being so..haha cute
eeewwww...i cant believe i like him..this is so sappy... yucks..
but yeah actually i do like him..not love.. like..u know..more than friends but less than the 'i want to get married to you' type..
haiz..oh well.. i told him my feelings cos..i wanted some closure..stop me from bursting kinda thing..yeah haha i like him..haiz..
oh well..can u imagine if mr chua found out? id be so dead... or his friends who are my friends..
or my close friends for that matter... what will they say??
oh well...
love is blind..as far as the eye can see....
this is my current single status..
haha im lovin it..
muackz..love ya!
Bob Smurf at 7:19 PM