Tuesday, September 21, 2004
i was used
damn..i feel so stupid..ugh!
u know what happened?!
today was the last day fro my prelims.. and well.. u know the person i have been avoiding all this while? yeah well.. he came up to me and talked to me after the paper today... he demanded to know why i was avoiding him.. ok..i told him tall tales and everything..but well him being him..
he managed to see right thru me..so i told him that i was avoiding him so that he could have his space..
he told me i was insecure!!...me insecure?? yeah sure of course i am but he dint have to point that out!
what the hell!
and worse of all..
he made fun of my glasses..
ok fine..kurt said that a lot of people make fun of my glasses..and its no big deal..ok sure..whatever..maybe im just being paranoid..
i dunno...i feel so used..i really do...i mean..SHE wasnt there.. and i think probably the reason he came up to talk to me is that she wasnt..
i cant help it..
she intimidates me..
i bet if she was..he'd probably have left with HER.. and not bothered to talk to me at all..
haiz..
i dunno la..
i feel so used..
stupid idiot..
why does he affect me so?
i wish eh hadnt talked to me..
today would have been so different
oh well..
whatever la..
so the whatever!
haiz..
see ya
Bob Smurf at 7:17 PM