Friday, September 24, 2004
talk..talking is good
hmm..ok..i have to admit..
i had a long talk with him..
(SHAF READ THE GREEN PARTS FOR THINGS TT
CONCERN US 4)
probably sat at the break water for abt 3 hrs..not budging or anything until maybe abt 730..cos he said he wanted to watch s'pore idol..umm yeah..haha
but yeah..abt him and me.. its been ok..i mean we cleared it up..and well.. i told him i want to be his friend that i thought his friendship was special to me..
well he thought that i was too much of a friend to him to hurt in anyway.. so he didnt know what to do.. yeah we talked.. i talked abt stuff...he talked abt stuff.. felt just like old times..i mean we could always talk..
haiz..
well yeah i guess i have to get over him..no matter what.. i told him that.. i told him that i was in the process of getting over him anyway..
and i was messed up..
guess i got some facts wrong.. poor guy.. he cant afford to top up his starhub card.. so no phone..
his home line is also cut..
so yeah did u know everytime he needed to call and talk to me he has to go downstairs and call me using a payphone?
wow..i feel bad already...
BUT!
i have to say something...
he also brought up the issue of HER..
he felt that i had something against her..
i told him yeah.. i dont like her..
i cant connect with her.. we basically have VERY different wave lengths..
i told him that i can never get comfortable with her around.. u know..i mean.. when u want to be civil with someone..but u dont really like someone..
u know u put up this act but u can NEVER be comfortable..well if u get it ..thats how i feel abt her..
and u know what?? he told me.. that she (not that she uis feeling sorry or pitiful for u or whatever..or so he says) feels sorry for me..first bakar then him..
right....
who the hell is she? i didnt like her then..but now she is starting to get on my nerves...
but sadly.. she is his best friend..
oh..and another thing about her is... as he pointed out.. she considers their friendship to be exclusive.. as in.. u know.. since he is her best and only friend..(how sad) he is hers..exclusively..
he has reached a compromise to pacify her..means she doesnt know he had to sacrifice his other frends for her.. he told me that he doesnt want to fight with her anymore so he just decided to just do what she says.. poor guy..
how sad can it be that she drags him along for HER dates .. he told me that last night.. she and her bf were where we were at the breakwater.. and they were quarelling..so he decided to back off and well..walk alone down the beach.. once again... how sad..
why does she do this to him? why does he agree to do this for her?
i personally think its pity.. he pities her cos she has no friends...thats her problem isnt it.. she can find herself so many bfs and such..why not friends? appaling.. someone should ask him this.. or her..for that matter.. besides.. ah nvm..im just his classmate..a good frend almost..but not his best frend..i mean.. i CERTAINLY dont drag him along for my dates..
MOST insulting... i think...
would be the fact that she does hold something against me!
he told me he was gonna do her a favour and tell this for me.. cos she cant tell me herself..
and well.. he said that she is very against me.. because of one of my best frends in school...
yeah..my best friend... who the hell is she to tell me what to do with my best friend???
shaf if u are reading this i bet ud be thinking the same..u know who i am talking abt..
she is angry with me cos she said that i am not helping her at all..in fact she thinks im encouraging my best frend to carry on her lesbian tendencies... she said that i always am there hugging her and kissing her and such..but i explained to him that in tk..everybody does that.. i mean its a normal thing in a girls school...
too bad SHE wasnt in one..or she would have known... what is her problem..cant she just understand that not everybody is as receptive to her as he is??
besides..its not like as though i have never talked my best frend out of it.. but from what i can tell.. she's doing ok..testing the waters.. and well..she does plan to get married to a guy..
so..no big cause for concern right? beseides..she's a smart girl..and she can take care of herself.. besides..like i told him.. there is only so much u can say to someone..the rest of it..is up to her.. right?? am i right to say that??
im really peeved right now abt that biatch..
just to let her know...
she may have him around her little finger.. but.... she wont have me buckling under her stupid comments..
forget it.. i can think for myself thank you very much...
and someone plese educate that stupid egyptian and tell her to start thinking in singaporean terms or go back from whence she came... i am from a girls school and i act this way.. if she cant deal with it.. then just too bad.. cos im not gonna change just cos she says so.. stupid bitch..
i apologise for being so mean.. but these are my thoughts...if any of u out there have anything to say..please tag me..or msg me..or call me.. im up for a talk..
p/s..this was changed..cos she is not..egyptian..shall refuse to acknowledge that.. oh whatever..
Bob Smurf at 2:07 AM