Sunday, September 05, 2004
why i am such a fucking failure..
dear u who cares to read..
10 reasons why i am such a failure is this:
1. i let some stupid guy who rejected me get to me
2. i only have the freaks to like me..
3. i got rejected again..a different guy this time whom i considered a great friend
4. thought i could get a piercing to ease my pain but got rejected by the piercer
5. i am in deep pain
6.i cant let my friends know im such a failure
7.i cried in public
8. i am so alone
9. i have to study in singapore
10. i am an idiot who thinks she is better looking than she really is... forget it freak... if u were..they'd like u back...
im sorry ive been so stupid.. im ugly..im stupid..and im an impertinent freak...
i just lost a friendship which i treasured so much..now he doesnt even talk to me..
i hate myself..
i wanna cry..i wanna die..but i love my parents too much..
i think i will only get to stay a stupid spinster all my life... i hate myself...
i hate myself...i HATE myself...i hate this i hate this..i hate everything...
i cant even get a fucking belly piercing!! why not get oit myself..hahah then die from poisoning...haha
morbid..
why not..i pierced my own ear once...
haiz...
i hate him
i hate him..
i hate him...
i hate him..
i hate .....myself!
this sucks!
die..some day i die.. till then ill suffer alone..
Bob Smurf at 2:32 PM