Thursday, December 23, 2004
hello there all!
hmm.. u know.. i think i need to hmm talk this out. there is this guy.. i met him abt a year ago. he was silent.. and well i thought seemed kind of unfriendly.. but he and me sort of got to know each other better and almost got together i guess.. until.. well we figured we needed some time off for my exams.. but recently.. after not speaking for abt 4 mths.. after my exams are way over.. we're getting close again... everyone approves of him and .. well they have started to even refer to him as my boyfriend.. fine and good.. but.. there are some glitches to this fairytale..
1. i dont think i want to get attached to anybody at all.. remaining single.. its the life right?? i mean.. being single means u can go out with anybody u want.. have flings.. hahah and flirt with anybody without being guilty at all.. now isnt that fun??!! haiz.. yeah sure there's the occasional loneliness.. but ive learnt to deal with it.. my lonely time is filled up with all the books i read.. yes ladies and gentlemen.. i am quite a bookworm.. so.. this is problem (1)
2. the other problem is that.. almost always.. 'the other guy'. i met him before i left for melbourne.. went out with him for just that night.. the same night i first met him.. we were supposed to be casual friends.. but i dunno.. he just rubbed me the right way.. hahahah no puns intended and i especially love the way he held me.. he's tall.. he's cute.. and well.. he's nice.. did i mention semi-religious? haha well now that i am in melbourne.. i meet him online every other night.. we dont do anything but talk.. as days go by.. i realize what an intruiging person he is.. he's smart too.. he is so evasive to the point of being extremely fascinating. haiz.. but then.. he's younger and thus i thought maybe i shouldnt even bother.. wouldnt wanna waste my time on him right? do another ashiq? hahah
so.. yeah basically i just wanted to point that out.. im kinda sorta ina fix.. dunno what is gonna happen when i get back.. i know this younger guy.. lets call him mr y .. he is gonna take me out.. i dunno where and in what context but yeah he's gonna ask me out..
the other guy.. the one i met a year ago.. lets call him mr x.. i think things are gonna be a bit more serious when i get back.. he msgs me everyday when im here.. and well i do too.. haiz.. i dunno la.. what can i do??
hmm.. i shall update when im done thinking things through.. take care sweets!!
muackz.
Bob Smurf at 7:14 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
dear blog..
im scared.. talking abt my house.. its scary. pple who do not know me will not know.. but my house has had a history. a very scary history. i cant stand it.. i cant.. im scared to go home.. haiz.. oh well..
i shall not repeat.. if not nobody wants to come over.
good night all..
Bob Smurf at 10:37 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
hello all!!
in case u cant contact me... im gonna be in melbourne for 2 weeks alrighty?? been good so far.. spent abt 160 dollars at nike outlet quiksilver outlet and ... umm.. other places.. bought shoes and pants and ohh... we went to kathmandu too!! hahah ok..
anyway its abt 11 now here in melbourne.. staying at my sister's place.. really small apartment.. but cosy.. living like banglas.. hehe..
my eldest sister is rambling to herself.. nobody knows what's she talking abt... ( we think she's going senile,, hehe)
okie dokie... i think i wanna go now.. and check out what other blogs are on abt.. heheh muackz.
see ya!
Bob Smurf at 7:56 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
hello..
short talk...
jln raya yesterday was soooo fun!!! only 7 people turned up.. including myself..but no biggie.. haha it was me, nana, azny, aishah, wardah, masita and farah.. was supposed to meet at 1030 yisun.. but... hahah met at 1230 instead at farah's house.. hahah mas and wadah were of course promptly on time..
hahaha
not my fault entirely..
hahah shall not go int detail..
but anyway... we took 854 stright to yishun... hahah me nana and aishah...
and we were supposed to stop at yishun...so then nana says hey i think this is yishun.. so then we get off the bus. we walk across the road and realize we are lost..so we call farah... and ask her how to get to her place from where we were.. naming landmarks such as ocbc bank and raihan barber.. even the yishun sikh temple...hahaha... and guess what??!! she was as puzzled as we were! hahaha
so i asked nana to look at the mrt sign to see which station.. we were scared we ended up at ang mo kio... but she said its one word so it definitely has to be yishun.. haha so we cross teh road and upon closer inspection... find out we are at khatib... grr.. hahaha not yishun!! hahah so we take the train for 1 stop... and manage to find our way to her block..
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another thing was that we went to huda tennis' house.. and she had on playing "keris lama".. damn scary show man... seriously scary.. haunted al of us..ahaha and we only left huda's place at ard maghrib..
going to mr zain's house, his place is on the 7th floor.. so lift can only stop at 6 type.. u know.. 1 then 6 then 11? yeah so it was like that.. so all of us are in the lift.. and we press 6... the lift went up to the 6th floor.. stopped... then went back down.. ok...
we were spooked but hey.. maybe we dint press the button properly.. so... we tried again... this time.. it went to 6.. stopped and then went up t the 11th floor! really spooked now.. we ran out and took the stairs down.. ahhaha
then on our way down from there.. we were on the 6th floor at his place still.. so we wait at the lift.. all 7 of us.. hahah then finally the lift comes... and then masita.. being the scaredy cat.. started screaming and running towards the stairs... all of us followed suit.. save azny and farah.. funny stuff man.. then i realized what a stupid thing had happened and then ran back.. just in time to reopen the closing doors of the lift with az and farah inside..
real funny... spooky and funny. but food was great.. all the way.. haiz... i miss my tk friends.. especially my beloved squadmates... ahahha oh well..
sorry supposed to be short.. but got caught up..hehe
see ya!!
Bob Smurf at 1:26 PM
Sunday, December 05, 2004
im sick!.. can u believe it!.. im sick.. and a few days to prom too!. what luck.. my head feels like its been stuffed by cotton wool.. and my ears are blocked.. and my nose has not stopped running since yesterday!..
yeah being sick is dull.. cancelled all my appointments today.. shaf's cuzen's weddind.. and even meeting my cousins to rehearse a dance routine.. dont ask..
oh well.. im dizzy now actually..
hoping i feel better tmr.. having npcc jln raya.. a bit late. but.. hahaha better late than never.. miss my buddies anyway.. hehe..
ok.. hmm.. what else can i write.. im sick!
hahah guess.. its my bad!
Bob Smurf at 9:48 PM
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
halo!
normally my day would start with me sleeping till late.. haha but well today my mom called a cleaning lady... have to wake up la.. nvm.. its ok. have to go out anyway.. going SHOPPING!!!!
wanted to colour my hair.. hmm green.. Nas said it would be kinda punk.. he would definitely be shocked.. he wants me to stick to colours ranging from red to brown.. a bit boring. haha no.. im not going for punk.. going more for... unusualness.. however.. it seems to me that whatever radical stuff i intend to do never seems to work out..
ok..going shopping for shoes.. dress and accessories... hahah yep.. for prom. though im actrually kinda malas to go.. at this moment.. ive been sucked into a whirlpool of the coolness of books.. hahah yeah back to the hermit self ... hahaha
oh.. talking abt books.. yesterday zahrin called.. he asked me what i was doing.. so i told him reading.. then he was like.. " arent your exams like over?" so i told him that yeah my exams are over but i still read. he told me i must be really good with my studies.. so i laughed at him telling him that what i read has nothing to do with my studies. haha yep.. confused little boy then asked again why i read.. hahahaha well.. just to make it clear.. i read as a pastime.. a hobby?? hahah weird. cant imagine some people out there not reading.. i mean.. its cool.. haiz... to each his own la huh? haha
ok.. need to go bathe now.. haha or not will be late.. as usual.. hahaha
see ya soon... like my new blog skin?
Bob Smurf at 10:54 AM