Wednesday, April 20, 2005
what can i say. im bored. -again-
today i was actually planning to go to beach by myself cos well i dunno.. thought the beach would be so cool.. especially all by my lonesome. but nah.. i was awakened by val from a primary school i usually relief. she sounded so desperate i couldnt say no.. she said cos so many people couldnt do last minute relief.. so hey.. here i am..i figured.. the money wont be a total waste..
but u know.. today was like the longest day ever! had 4 english lessons, 2 PE lessons and 2 maths lessons.. with only 1 break at 430 to have my meal..i was soooo hungry.. damn.. mind u my pe lessons were before this break. i so wasnt dressed for pe.. i wore black pants and a tank with a cardi over.. so not pe type clothes..
i realize i cannot be a teacher.. well i dunno why but im just horrible around kids.. u know after the teachers scold the students they go.. aiyah.. so cute la.. but for me.. once i scold them means i really am very irritated type.. dont find anything cute at all!
anyway.. yesterday he talked to me.. the guy who broke my heart recently.. hahah yeah well i figured that the LONG time he was quiet was probably the time he needed me to cool off.. which is true.. i am over him.. i mean i realized i am not so hung up on him anymore..
and talking to him yesterday was like.. well old times.. way before i even had feelings for him.. that kinda thing. i know im weird but hey.. its me.i know things can never be the same between us.. but i dunno.. dotn think i want things to be the same.. i think i should grow up a bit and realize that there are other things in life than a relationship.. that there are other guys.. and that there are so many other opportunities for me.. like he said.
yeah i suppose.. but a boyfriend to walk or cycle by the beach with wouldnt be so bad either huh? haha....
any takers? ;)
Bob Smurf at 10:03 PM