Tuesday, May 31, 2005
fuck it la! i just typed a whole long post... grrr...
anyway.. cut story short.. felt extremely drawn to man who looked so decent but body covered with tatoos.. could just have kissed him right there and then in mrt going back..grr.. shall elaborate soon..(but u know i wont.)
as i used to say.. FUCK THE CHICKENS!
Bob Smurf at 10:48 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
star wars on the 18th
hello..i have not been updating in a while.. so.. yeah.. i watched starwars on the 18th before the actual opening day!! nuha was dressed in all her jedi glory .. and hahah she brought her cloak.. which i wore most of the time.. hahah id like to think i was the sith lord.. and she's like the jedi.. we played around with the light saber she had.. and took really fun neoprints.. seriously fun..
oh.. and the movie was awesome!!! real cool! hayden looked so good being evil..plus the guy had such a great bod.. its droolsome..sigh.....
hmm i miss the gals.. they are so cool!.. haiz.. oh.. congrats shaf on passing ure final theory!.. lets pass our driving test early early too yeah?
hehe...
hmm.. i cant wait for my driving to be ober.. then i can have a license.. then i can drive anywhere i want.. lalala... then someday i might even have my own car... sigh...
hahah.. hmm days have been pretty boring.. oohh.. im going big walk tmr..with my sis ad my cuz.. hahah pretty exciting really.. hahaha
haiz.. monday is HIS birthday.. im wondering if i should wish him a good one.. or ask him out or.. i dunno.. i guess if we were still on REALLY good terms i could spend my own hundreds on him(figuratively speaking.. im broke now..)ok well.. maybe just wishing him would be great..i am still supposed to be his friend and all..
right now.. i wouldnt say im with somebody.. but im going out with somebody. we met when i was in sec 3. i dunno.. the person keeps saying "i love you" but i dunno if im ready to give in to such a commitment.. i mean.. i know i long to be in a relationship.. but i dont know if this one is one i should even consider. like is a word i can consider.. love?? its so.. heavy.. too much of a commitment that i cannot handle.
however.. the person told me once that the person thinks im the sort that one cannot keep. i tend to stray.. words exactly said were that im 'hard to keep' amazing..
haiz.. hahah oh well.. maybe i should just be gay and go for girls.. that way i wont be so lonely... :p
Bob Smurf at 9:36 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
yummy?
hello!!
what is it with guys nowadays?? so the very horny.. sheesh.. to the point of harrasment?? how sick. was recently being perved on by some ex vs guy who is just an acquaintance!! sheesh..u know how i dont really like vs guys right?? especially the batch above mine.. so the gatal! (direct translation would mean so the itchy but then u might get the wrong impression..) haha
ok well.. i went out with navy guy today. was disappointing cos i got all dressed up to just be with him for abt 1 and a half hours!!! sheesh.. i think he looks a bit tan.. and well more muscular.. but hey.. he doesnt think so.. damn he grew a bloody mustache!! who is he trying to be??? he should so totally get rid of it..
oh well.. but he brought me to this flea market thingy at bugis where there was so many cool things.. ancient things like the irons that ran on coal.. and old bills.. so interesting!! but had loads of guys perve on me.. eeewww... what to expect la.. i was dressed up and he brought me there..
somebody should teach him proper dating skills. seriously.. and of course proper dressing skills!!!oh well..i shouldnt really complain.. im not in a relationship with him.. im just dating him.. haha casual dating..
ok well.. i guess id better go now..
see ya!
Bob Smurf at 10:37 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
blahzz..
hello! im bored.. navy guy hasnt called or msged.. so probably today will be a no show .. again.. sadness.. oh well.. i went out with my cousins(from mum's side) yesterday. went to sheesha.. had lunch at zam zam.. met some old friends who.. were not very happy with my friendster pics.. i wonder why? it wasnt as if i was naked or something..so why the attitude.. umm same peeps who i think are a teensy bit jealous of my results.. oh well.. why?? i wonder..
hmm going out later.. dunno doing what also.. wanna watch amityville horror.. heheh pretty nice.. reminds me of my house.. MUAHAHAHA.. ok well.. i think i better go bathe or something now.. cos nithya wants to go out already and i told her id be going off with her.. but she's watching a movie with her classmate and her CT.. amazing.. ok well i better go..
oh.. vasud.. call me to meet up sometime or whatever ok?? love ya!
Bob Smurf at 12:52 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
the hot and the sweaty
hey!..
i went to the gym today with geet.. thank goodness our trainer wasnt there.. sheesh.. he creeps me out basically.. hmm.. yeah well it was a good 2 hours me and geet slowly made our way through.. haha though we think by tmr our bodies will be aching like nobody's business u know? haha
hmm anyway.. after that went job hunting with dear faizah.. emma couldnt make it.. hehe.. it was so funny.. airport looks as though it has many job opportunities but it actually doesnt.. unless u want to be a cleaner.. even that they require much from u.. sheesh its like america.. hahah well link it..
yep so yeah i met my sis at delifrance at the airport t1.. and there is this cute guy there.. damn cute.. so cute that he is adorable.. hahah my sis thinks ill go back for more.. hahaha would i? i dunno.. maybe.. shall see..
oh well.. hahah navy guy just smsed.. hahaha.. amazing
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"As Long As It Matters"
How can I find something
That two can take
Without stumbling as we
Walk into our future's wake
I'm like a broken record
That you can play
Repeating as if it matters
Everything I want to say
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now
Forget that time
It's nothing we touch and see
All this is fine
Even as it crashes down on me
I'm looking around
There's nothing that I could want
More than to tell you
There's no more than we've already got
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now...
Forget that our time is almost up I'll be all right...
Bob Smurf at 9:27 PM
HELLO!!!
ok im so .. erm.. happy? no.. i dunno.. just pissed hm.. nope.. actually u know the feeling when someone pisses u off and u seriously feel like retorting but u dont? well im feeling that kind of suppression.. not cos im a pushover or anything.. but cos i dunno.. i dont wanna cause any trouble..
u know.. cos its partly my fault.. this woman savagely breaks one friend of mine's heart by cruelly rejecting him..during prom.. and is now with some other guy who is also my friend.. though i must say im closer to her bf than i am to the heartbroken guy.. but nonetheless.. they are my friends
ok so thing is.. the bf msgs me and well we start talking and i tell him to go resolve whatever bad blood might have formed between them cos they are friends too.. u know? so the gal msgs me and tell me that ..well cut long story short.. she misunderstood everything and asks me why i think the heartbroken guy should be pissed with the bf.. which is sooo waaayyyy off tangent..
she really pissed me off so i told her to get her facts right before she throws her scathing remarks at me.. and then i explained everythign to her.. which is pretty simple.. and i just cant get why? man.. she's one damn control freak.. oh well.. its her relationship.. so i dont think i wanna bother..
on one hand.. i care enough to encourage reconcilliation between friends.. but on the other.. i cant stand it if control freaks dont appreciate my effort.. so i say.. FUCK IT! let her deal with it and i shall resume my normal 'heck can care' mode of dealing with things..
lalalala
ok anyway.. hehe.. i have a date next weekend!! my navy guy finally msged me today!! hahah amazing.. we resolved our squabble that we had the other time and well.. i dunno.. our conversation lasted from the time i woke up to abt 830 in the evening.. hahah of course i took a half hour nap in between and he probably was doing soem other stuff but yeah.. we talked.. he said he missed me? can u imagine? ahaha and to think THE BF was just asking me abt navy guy.. ahha and how things were between me and him.. hahah amazing right? yep yep.. i know.. im pretty excited about meeting him cos the last time i saw him was after we collected our results..and even then.. he was far away.. oh well.. heheh excitement..
ok ok.. i think i better go la.. i need to bathe.. i know i know.. i stink right? hahah yep.. especially after helping my sis lug heavy stuff from her room..
hahahhaa
muackz!
Bob Smurf at 1:15 AM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
i watched KINGDOM OF HEAVEN today!! was so cool.. i dunno i might be biased or something cos i love these period movies. and no.. its not because of orlando bloom. he was a good character but well.. i dunno.. he dint really make me feel err.. like swooning.. u know? hmm.. it was real intense. the war scenes and all.. a cross between troy and LOTR.. i dunno the war scenes..its the war scenes... and i have to say this kinda movie is pretty dangerous to make but ridley scott was brilliant. was not biased to any side.. be it christians or the muslims.
got me pretty interested in learning abt the crusades and stuff..i love these things.. oh well.. anyway.. i was just reading this book called THE PILLARS OF THE EARTH and its actually pretty good too.. medieval times yeah.. i finished the 6 part book in 4 days.. sleeping at 4 everyday.. amazing isnt it? when im really into something i tend to forget my sleep. well actually forget everything else..
ok.. well i dunno what else to say cept... WATCH THE MOVIE!! especially if u love history! like moi.. hehe
ciao!
Bob Smurf at 10:10 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hey...
i got a letter from NTU today. says i got accepted to do English there.. Bachelor of Arts(honours) hmm interesteing.. even got a pat on the back from my daddy..but i was anxious abt my NUS application. so anyway i went to the NUS site and checked it out. and well.. i got in.. but they dint say which fac.. so im a bit suspicious about it..
but i dunno.. maybe most prob i will get to Arts and social science in NUS.. cos my 2nd choice was law.. hahah and i definitely think i did not get that. cos i dint go for any interviews and... i dont think i would have gotten it anyway..
so here i am.. being all.. normal and all when i should be ecstatic abt it.. well those out there who are happy for me.. jump for joy yeah? i dunno.. probably the news has not sunk in yet. oh well. its still happy news for me.
ok well.. hmm apart from happy news.. i just got back from msia.. for the weekened that is.. real cool. went to loads of places in kl that i have never been to.. like bangsar and 1 utama. i really like 1 utama.. much better than klcc to me anyway. went out with my sisters and their friends.. met glenn who is a eurasian. reminded me of 3 pple.. he looks like my uncle. he is animated like nas. and he swears and makes passes at gals like abg wan.. haha.. amazing.. but he is kinda cute his combo damn nice.. i bet if he were younger.. i would probably be crushing on him right now. but im not. but u know this not the first time ive met him. i met him LONG time ago when he was in Sg. he was much thinnner then though.. but now he's slightly built up.. nice... hahah ok well.. hmm he works as a personal chef for one of the ambassadors in MSIA. so he gets paid "SHITLOADS" haha or so he says. hmm. yeah i can tell he is a great cook. he seemed so passionate abt his cooking.. saw it when he was sharing recipes with my sister. oh well..
nvm.. i thoroughly enjoyed myself.. even though the ribs i ate at outback steakhouse in bangsar was a total disappointment. just telling u DONT go there.. for good steaks and stuff..go to t.g.i.FRIDAYS. nice food.. value for money.. the nachos are really nice too.. hehe ok well i gotta go now.. see ya soon!
Bob Smurf at 12:07 AM