Saturday, May 21, 2005

star wars on the 18th

hello..i have not been updating in a while.. so.. yeah.. i watched starwars on the 18th before the actual opening day!! nuha was dressed in all her jedi glory .. and hahah she brought her cloak.. which i wore most of the time.. hahah id like to think i was the sith lord.. and she's like the jedi.. we played around with the light saber she had.. and took really fun neoprints.. seriously fun..

oh.. and the movie was awesome!!! real cool! hayden looked so good being evil..plus the guy had such a great bod.. its droolsome..sigh.....

hmm i miss the gals.. they are so cool!.. haiz.. oh.. congrats shaf on passing ure final theory!.. lets pass our driving test early early too yeah?
hehe...


hmm.. i cant wait for my driving to be ober.. then i can have a license.. then i can drive anywhere i want.. lalala... then someday i might even have my own car... sigh...


hahah.. hmm days have been pretty boring.. oohh.. im going big walk tmr..with my sis ad my cuz.. hahah pretty exciting really.. hahaha


haiz.. monday is HIS birthday.. im wondering if i should wish him a good one.. or ask him out or.. i dunno.. i guess if we were still on REALLY good terms i could spend my own hundreds on him(figuratively speaking.. im broke now..)ok well.. maybe just wishing him would be great..i am still supposed to be his friend and all..


right now.. i wouldnt say im with somebody.. but im going out with somebody. we met when i was in sec 3. i dunno.. the person keeps saying "i love you" but i dunno if im ready to give in to such a commitment.. i mean.. i know i long to be in a relationship.. but i dont know if this one is one i should even consider. like is a word i can consider.. love?? its so.. heavy.. too much of a commitment that i cannot handle.

however.. the person told me once that the person thinks im the sort that one cannot keep. i tend to stray.. words exactly said were that im 'hard to keep' amazing..

haiz.. hahah oh well.. maybe i should just be gay and go for girls.. that way i wont be so lonely... :p

Bob Smurf at 9:36 PM