Wednesday, September 28, 2005
hey.. right now im in school and the time is approximately abt 720pm.. why am i still in school u ask? well its cos im gonna be watching S.A.M later.. otherwise known as Something About Melayu.. this thingy is sooo publicised that im actually proud im part of PBM.. hahah.. but its wasting part of my precious time... sadness..I'M SORRY FOR BEING SO CHILDISH!
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HELLO SHAF!!! I CANT WAIT TO GO OUT WITH U GUYS TMR!!!
anyway i handed in my southeast asia paper today.. that thing has been bugging me to no end.. also.. had a sociology test today.. i think i screwed it up.. so did other pple i think.. ok maybe not this guy named eugene... he's uber smart! love his notes for sociology.. its sooo comprehensive.. he should be the tutor rather than the current tutor.. who's an indian national.. no its not a racist thing.. it just that i have no idea what he's talking about half the time. and he's like the strictest marker(or looks it) around! blah.. whatever.. whats done is done..
by the way.. i met up with K yesterday.. well we met to go back together... ooohh!!! im meeting my best friends tmr!! to have dinner!! yeay!! excitement! with all the drama and stress in school... i sure can have some fun.. haha.. oh.. my slippers died on me today.. means i gotta wear my boots tmr!.. (did i tell u i love my Doc Marts??? they are like red and nice and boot-ish) hehe..plus its great protection..
i talked to Lyn just now and she told me i should write for hooked and be an events writer.. then i can go for all these showcases with her and write too!! she got to go write on the showcase for maxim!! she got to go!! how cool... sadly.. i have to probably go for an interview again... sadness..
hmm.. anyway.. i talked to this guy named ... really i have no idea how to spell his name.. its very cute though.. he's in my southeast asia class.. i asked him to do me a favour and he was so nice to agree to it.. as to what the favour is.. i shall not reveal.. hahah i will get slaughtered for it..
but yeah.. uneventful as it is.. today was pretty exciting.. im soooo glad my test is like over.. i am hoping and crossing my fingers that there is no spring test for theatre tmr... hopes and crosses.. sigh~..i feel this weight is lifted off me.. i mean.. so would anybody who's taking an unknown paper for the first time with no references whatsoever right?? haha oh well.. life goes on...
ok well i have to go get mny friends now.. hehe see ya soon!! muackz!
Bob Smurf at 7:17 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
SHE SAID:When I read someone's blog I was very upset.But now that has changed to anger.I will be honest and frank to say that someone was not able to watch Charlie and the Chocolate factory because of me.
Looking at a matter on a surface level would not help anyone in any way either. I am patient.Very patient.Just because I don't say anything it does not mean everything is perfect and joyful. If YOU ask me out for a movie on that day itself isn't that last minute as well? You don't have a curfew.GOOD for you.unfortunately my case is not the same like yours. Sickness does not come knocking at your door to inform you that it is going to attack you the next day so please change your plans for tomorrow.I tell you I am sick. You DON'T EVEN reply and ask how I am doing.But you ask me whether I can FINALLY go and watch a movie the next day. So watching a movie becomes more important than your friend's health? I chose to ignore all the rudeness in your msg but now when I READ your blog I can't help it but bring it up.
for info on who she is.. click on my links named MOGI
interesting how things happen.. quarrels such as these are trivial indeed.. ooh such drama! how do i feel now? am i the firestarter? u know.. its amazing how many OTHER things i have written abt her but when it comes to this.. she decides to say something.. girl.. go ask around how many times i have been even more PATIENT with u... just ask anybody! i liked u better when u could think for yourself.. now ure just a drone.. a follower... following that one person.. let me ask u then.. WHY ARE URE SUBJECTS ALL THE SAME? IS IT BECAUSE ITS A COINCIDENCE U BOTH HAVE THE SAME TASTE? SAME SUBJECTS? AMAZING.. IM REALLY AMAZED.. MAYBE U WERE CONJOINED TWINS AT BIRTH.. BUT I GUESS U WERE THE ERR.. LESS SMARTER ONE... COS OBVIOUSLY SHE KNOWS WHAT SHE'S GONNA DO.. DO U? SHE'S MAKING USE OF U.. SHE DOESNT WANNA BE ALONE THUS U ARE HER SAFETY NET.. SORRY TO DO THIS TO U.. BUT I HOPE U SEE THE TRUTH! cos if u dont. i dunno what to say..ask anybody.. they'll tell u the same.
i thought friends tell the truth...
Bob Smurf at 6:10 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
there are some days i wish i had more friends. but i think thats my fault. cos im not really a mixer, a loner most times. i go through school doing things that im supposed to and then i go home. (ok granted.. by the time school ends i have no time for anything else). but right now its already the end of my 'so-called' mid term break and my wish of actually going to watch a movie has been so cruelly dashed.. why? well some pple are not as free as i am. some pple have meetings to attend to. some pple are going out with their significant others(or a potential)do i sound like a bitter person? maybe. just maybe i am. what u gonna do abt it? oh well. im feeling very evil. feel like extracting revenge. but at the times when i should i wont. im not like that. pple might ask.. why dont you just goo do these things yourself? (and what be a loner the rest of my life?) - ok well i want to watch a movie.. i really did.. but some pple just dont wanna go out with me. hmm ok fine im not the most interesting of pple. and those who do either want to make use of me in some way or rather or hmm.. creep me out. maybe i should just go watch it? by myself? how sad. the last time i did that was in primary 5. when nobody wanted to watch the titanic with me. so i went ahead and watched it.
do i want to watch these movies so badly? yeah well .. to date i have not watched a single movie since.. fantastic4.. i think.. i have not watched charlie and the choclate factory because SOMEBODY wanted to wait anotehr week so that we could all go watch together. then the next week.. that same SOMEBODY couldnt make it.. yes im still pissed at you!
fuck it la.. i hate pple like this.. (oh im so sorry! i cant make it today!) WHY TELL ME LAST MINUTE??!!ah fuck it la. whatever.
Bob Smurf at 12:06 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
dancing the night away
hey... the past 2 days was brilliant!.. did my first show ever!! yeay!!! GO ILSA! GO ILSA! GO ILSA! hahah amazing.. of course.. its amazing to me too.. i mean.. who can imagine me... dancing??
ok so not exactly like that la.. but more so contemporary malay dance.. haha hmm when they post the pics up online ill put some here.. lala.. haha ok well.. anyway.. i miss it.. the dance.. the exclusiveness of us..really miss it...the dressing rooms.. i feel like running off and joining the circus.. im glad its over..at the same time.. im sad its over too.. oh well there's always next year's Macbeth... MUST COME AND SEE!!!.. oh well..
oh yeah.. was talking to someone last night and we talked abt a certain person i might have a crush on.. but then it turns out that it is a small world.. and he knows this person im talking abt. he basically dashed my hopes of a "crush-from-afar" thing... but its ok.. i dunno the full story of anything.. thus.. im gonna just be patient and learn more abt this person..
however,this person i talked to last night.. i dunno.. its crazy.. maybe it was the pills.. or maybe i was just so freaking tired.. but... i said some things that never should have been said.. it's his fault! he forced me to say it.. i dint want to.. i hope all is forgotten..
i dont think we were meant to be then.. or are now.. im sorry.. u know me too well.. and i know u love someone else..even though u say ure over her.. i was just feeling lonely last night.. thanx for everything.
Bob Smurf at 1:44 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
For the victims of Katrina
For the Katrina Victims
MAY THIS CANDLE BE FOR YOU A SMALL GESTURE OF MY DEEPEST SENTIMENTS.. MAY GOD BE WITH YOU.
(Happy Birthday Omar!)
Bob Smurf at 2:59 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005
Bob Smurf at 1:01 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
MY NEW BLOGSKIN!!HEY YA'LL!
i just changed to this one.. like it? dont like it? haha gimme a tag yeah? muackz.
lalala... i have dance later at 7pm.. how sad... ill let u know how my 1 minute solo went ok?
(excuse my bimbo moment... am tired) ;p
Bob Smurf at 5:29 PM
insistence on being me
ok here's the lowdown.. i can finally drive.. yes it gives me bragging rights cos i passed on my first attempt.. hehe.. also.. i have no boyfriends as yet and my so-called'potentials' are not potentials at all.. i mean i know i shouldn't be picky(remembering words of advice from parents) but gimme a break..one i shall aptly name Cobain, he is so out of this world.. im not sure i want a 'getting-wasted-every-weekend kinda guy as my bf. i mean he is sweet..
ok next guy.. shall name him Biker. some of u may know him.. some no.. but all the same.. this guy was my ex a long long time ago.. like prehistoric times in human years.(i think tht should explain the length of 5 years ago..)anyway.. i think whatever happened between us then was different. he was a totally different person../ a young secondary school kid who loved badminton and cats.. me? a young minah who could've jumped the bones of any male she saw.. (yes it was tragic.. thus i made some bad mistakes in the bf dept..)
anybody else? hmm.. oh yeah.. then there are a few others (well just 2) who are such shit-bags that i dont think its worth mentioning their lives here.. after all.. shit stains..
you know.. i realized that my blog entries are so boring.. abtg this guy i met abt that guy..
last night i was given references to pple whose blogs were so interesting..
-the first was a gay guy who had everything and anything to say abt religion, his fish, guys kissing, his fish, his friends(DUH~)and did i mention his fish?
---->it's just so interesting when pple's blogs have content that are so much more interesting than mine.. i mean.. who would wanna read abt a hard day u had in school or work today?? thats just ultimate boring-ness. but i know i have to change so.. sorry peeps.. no longer will u know abt the drudgery of my day with no end of my incessant whining..(waaah!!!... i know my fondest followers will be very upset.)
-the second blog i was referred to was this girl who is in NP mass comm.. and she's really good.. she wants to be a journalist and has had several articals published on ST and Today already...plus.. she just secured for herself an ST interview to write for them.. i mean.. what the hell??!! this girl has got it all!..
looks.. good english.. captivating writing.. and well.. a hint of snide-ish humour too.. but hey.. it NEVER killed anyone. i told her that she's my ultimate idol..though she did make fun of degree holders.. but no doubt.. i take my hat off to her.. she's good!. oh.. did i mention she's a year older than me? what a life..(plus she's dated a suria celeb if anybody is interested)
see!.. it just points out that some pple just have it all... oh well.. maybe she has a boil on her butt the size of mount everest.(but i would be so mean to say that.. as though im jealous? hell yeah!)
ok well from now on im gonna be writing abt other pple and what i like and dont like.. lalala... hmm.. but just u wait and see.. im gonna be so bored out of my mind.. my oh-so-boring life will just creep back into this blog contents.. haha till then.. ta-ra!!
Bob Smurf at 9:49 AM