Sunday, September 18, 2005
dancing the night away
hey... the past 2 days was brilliant!.. did my first show ever!! yeay!!! GO ILSA! GO ILSA! GO ILSA! hahah amazing.. of course.. its amazing to me too.. i mean.. who can imagine me... dancing??
ok so not exactly like that la.. but more so contemporary malay dance.. haha hmm when they post the pics up online ill put some here.. lala.. haha ok well.. anyway.. i miss it.. the dance.. the exclusiveness of us..really miss it...the dressing rooms.. i feel like running off and joining the circus.. im glad its over..at the same time.. im sad its over too.. oh well there's always next year's Macbeth... MUST COME AND SEE!!!.. oh well..
oh yeah.. was talking to someone last night and we talked abt a certain person i might have a crush on.. but then it turns out that it is a small world.. and he knows this person im talking abt. he basically dashed my hopes of a "crush-from-afar" thing... but its ok.. i dunno the full story of anything.. thus.. im gonna just be patient and learn more abt this person..
however,this person i talked to last night.. i dunno.. its crazy.. maybe it was the pills.. or maybe i was just so freaking tired.. but... i said some things that never should have been said.. it's his fault! he forced me to say it.. i dint want to.. i hope all is forgotten..
i dont think we were meant to be then.. or are now.. im sorry.. u know me too well.. and i know u love someone else..even though u say ure over her.. i was just feeling lonely last night.. thanx for everything.
Bob Smurf at 1:44 PM