Friday, September 02, 2005
insistence on being me
ok here's the lowdown.. i can finally drive.. yes it gives me bragging rights cos i passed on my first attempt.. hehe.. also.. i have no boyfriends as yet and my so-called'potentials' are not potentials at all.. i mean i know i shouldn't be picky(remembering words of advice from parents) but gimme a break..
one i shall aptly name Cobain, he is so out of this world.. im not sure i want a 'getting-wasted-every-weekend kinda guy as my bf. i mean he is sweet..
and he did pay for my good charlotte tickets.. (oops too obvious).. but well it can never be.. i just dont have the butterfly-ish feeling i used to when i first got to know him.. now he has been reduced to just- friend.
ok next guy.. shall name him Biker. some of u may know him.. some no.. but all the same.. this guy was my ex a long long time ago.. like prehistoric times in human years.(i think tht should explain the length of 5 years ago..)anyway.. i think whatever happened between us then was different. he was a totally different person../ a young secondary school kid who loved badminton and cats.. me? a young minah who could've jumped the bones of any male she saw.. (yes it was tragic.. thus i made some bad mistakes in the bf dept..)
anybody else? hmm.. oh yeah.. then there are a few others (well just 2) who are such shit-bags that i dont think its worth mentioning their lives here.. after all.. shit stains..
you know.. i realized that my blog entries are so boring.. abtg this guy i met abt that guy..
last night i was given references to pple whose blogs were so interesting..
-the first was a gay guy who had everything and anything to say abt religion, his fish, guys kissing, his fish, his friends(DUH~)and did i mention his fish?
---->it's just so interesting when pple's blogs have content that are so much more interesting than mine.. i mean.. who would wanna read abt a hard day u had in school or work today?? thats just ultimate boring-ness. but i know i have to change so.. sorry peeps.. no longer will u know abt the drudgery of my day with no end of my incessant whining..(waaah!!!... i know my fondest followers will be very upset.)
-the second blog i was referred to was this girl who is in NP mass comm.. and she's really good.. she wants to be a journalist and has had several articals published on ST and Today already...plus.. she just secured for herself an ST interview to write for them.. i mean.. what the hell??!! this girl has got it all!..
looks.. good english.. captivating writing.. and well.. a hint of snide-ish humour too.. but hey.. it NEVER killed anyone. i told her that she's my ultimate idol..though she did make fun of degree holders.. but no doubt.. i take my hat off to her.. she's good!. oh.. did i mention she's a year older than me? what a life..(plus she's dated a suria celeb if anybody is interested)
see!.. it just points out that some pple just have it all... oh well.. maybe she has a boil on her butt the size of mount everest.(but i would be so mean to say that.. as though im jealous? hell yeah!)
ok well from now on im gonna be writing abt other pple and what i like and dont like.. lalala... hmm.. but just u wait and see.. im gonna be so bored out of my mind.. my oh-so-boring life will just creep back into this blog contents.. haha till then.. ta-ra!!
Bob Smurf at 9:49 AM