Friday, September 23, 2005
there are some days i wish i had more friends. but i think thats my fault. cos im not really a mixer, a loner most times. i go through school doing things that im supposed to and then i go home. (ok granted.. by the time school ends i have no time for anything else). but right now its already the end of my 'so-called' mid term break and my wish of actually going to watch a movie has been so cruelly dashed.. why? well some pple are not as free as i am. some pple have meetings to attend to. some pple are going out with their significant others(or a potential)
do i sound like a bitter person? maybe. just maybe i am. what u gonna do abt it? oh well. im feeling very evil. feel like extracting revenge. but at the times when i should i wont. im not like that. pple might ask.. why dont you just goo do these things yourself? (and what be a loner the rest of my life?) - ok well i want to watch a movie.. i really did.. but some pple just dont wanna go out with me. hmm ok fine im not the most interesting of pple. and those who do either want to make use of me in some way or rather or hmm.. creep me out. maybe i should just go watch it? by myself? how sad. the last time i did that was in primary 5. when nobody wanted to watch the titanic with me. so i went ahead and watched it.
do i want to watch these movies so badly? yeah well .. to date i have not watched a single movie since.. fantastic4.. i think.. i have not watched charlie and the choclate factory because
SOMEBODY wanted to wait anotehr week so that we could all go watch together. then the next week.. that same
SOMEBODY couldnt make it.. yes im still
pissed at you!
fuck it la.. i hate pple like this.. (oh im so sorry! i cant make it today!)
WHY TELL ME LAST MINUTE??!!ah fuck it la. whatever.
Bob Smurf at 12:06 AM