Thursday, October 06, 2005
How does one stop a tide of feeling called falling in love?it's almost impossible. it can happen at any juncture of your life. it can happen at the worst possible moment of your life. it can be the most unlikely person.
yes.. i am in love.
but... it is too soon to reveal this to him.is it too early for me to acknowledge these feelings? he's nice. he's familiar. he's not perfect but to me other things make up for his flaws.i love the fact that he makes me feel safe. i love the fact that when i close my eyes i can picture him holding me. i love the fact that i want him to love me back.
that is a problem isnt it.. his feelings towards me. i have a feeling it will be another case of unrequited love.
it is sad. i wish i could be a different person for him but i cant. i am who i am. this is me. i am like this. it is difficult for me to change.. even though i could if he wanted me to. i will try anyway.
actually.. maybe not
Bob Smurf at 9:37 PM