Saturday, October 01, 2005

I watched CORPSE BRIDE!! today.. and its positively lovely... i think im gonna buy the dvd or something and own it... hehe.. so sweet la the movie...
sigh.....the songs were beautiful too... sigh again...

anyway after the wonderful movie... i had a plan to meet up with K.. we were supposed to go for a play in school but when we reached the place, we decided not to.. why? i dunno.. usually im very open and up for these kinda things.. but sadly.. he did not seem to be comfortable with it..so i decided against it..

ad well.. u know.. i actually spent more than just an hour with him.. it was something we hadnt done in a long time... i can tell he likes me.. and even my friend says she can tell he likes me... BUT! sadness.. i dont think i have anything for him.. as in.. i dont feel anything for him.. its sad really..
very sad.. i think he's not my type.. it just cant be forced these kinda things... i really dont think so.. so what do i do?
do i tell him i just wanna be friends? he'll never speak to me again!.. he's been rejected too many times.. its bad for his health... but at the same time.. i dont wanna mislead him... i dont want him thinking i like him adn want something more out of this...
its just... sadness.. i wish i did love him.. but i dont.. and one does not force these kinda things...(emphasis.. thus reinforcement)

oh well.. i think i may have fallen for A.W again... but im hesitant.. its too early to tell.. and besides.. i think he doesnt want a gf... so best i can do is be his friend still...

oh what dramas i lead... i dont need to go for theatre productions.. i have my own right here!! sans lighting, make up and lines.. very modernistic indeed.. Brecht would have been proud..


BUT anyway.. my outing with my best friends of all time yesterday was brilliant!!! i have to post the pics up soon... hahah naughty naughty us.. hahaha
lalala... i dunno if i should post some of the pics..
hahah i have to censor some la..weeee.. life is good..

im going kl tmr..

need to charge camera... need to charge mp3 playa... lalala.. need to pack... hahahagd night babies... muackz

Bob Smurf at 1:14 AM