Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i will always love you
today id like to complain. and whine. and be awfully difficult. cos.. i am sick. i have been sick since yesterday.. and after the blow to my heart yesterday.. i guess my health hasnt been too good. i stayed in bed today. i didnt go to school today. i slept after being drugged. and only woke up at abt 6 plus.. supposed to go geylang for the bazaar with fonzy but i dont think i can make it.. im still feeling weak. thank goodness today is just lecture day.
to *Fairy: thanx for the advice.. but i think im gonna take it slow for a while..im not giving up on the friendship. im just having a time off.. for the time being.
lets start with a week..then maybe a month.. then lets see what happens ok?
like Israel Kamakawiwo'ole sang:
"Someday I'll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops is where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can't I?"so yeah there are brighter days when im feeling better in health and in heart. but right now i have to put everything aside and concentrate on my research papers and upcoming exams.. ill not come this far and lose everything now. so.. bring it on!
Bob Smurf at 8:02 PM