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Friday, October 14, 2005

what is to be done

what is it with people and weight? some prefer the thin stick types whilst others prefer the buxom big types.. im neither really. haha i sort of fall in between the categories. (this is of course the types guys go for and not the other way around).

when i was younger, i used to be teased at and jeered because of my weight. ok i was a little girl who was bursting from my own seams but thing is.. i can over time deal with outsiders who tease me but family? thats just traumatic.

yes i was trauatised abt weight since i was a little girl of abt 5 years old. it does not help that my cousins are stick thin and thus considered 'gorgeous'? i think i grew up with these values instilled in me.. i thus have an inferiority complex and weight issues. i tried to stop eating when i was younger.. ad yeah i did lose the weight but when i finally realised how unhealthy i was i hated myself.. and the guy i lost the weight for rAn off with a girl who was bigger than me. such irony!


but still weight has been a social issue for ages.. but they always target the fat people. why? there are the skinny people who look like they need to be spoon fed some nutrition.i mean why the target of humiliation has to be on fat people i have no idea why. not that im condoning being fat cos it is unhealthy. i am trying to lose my weight now. and im extremely happy my sister has lost so much over the time she has spent at gym.. good on ya!


and yes i think all this weight loss hype is helping these gyms rake in the money(for those who want a healthier way to lose weight). the other half do it the easy way by going to slimming centres. dont they know they are just losing water? and these slimming centres make u not eat stuff u want..

dont u just wish there was a miracle drug that allows u to eat and the more fatty things u eat the more weight u lose? thus, the healthier u eat the more u gain weight..hahah thats actually bad.. pple will die sooner due to 1) too little fat in thier bodies and 2) to much unhealthy food.. clogs the arteries)

oh well.. life goes on.. im trying a new way to lose weight.. something i tried before but never had the will power to do so. i think all i need is the guy of my dreams rejecting me then i can lose it.. haha how tragic.. but u know what im gonna lose it then be extremely unhappy with myself.. sadness.. haha but im gonna be thinner for it. haha that'll show them!

(by the way.. i lost 2 kg from 1. fasting 2. being sick 3. being hurt haha emotionally (u know how it affects ure mood to eat? hahah yeap)just like mr burn.. my mr burn hahah oh well.. life goes on..

life is good when u are not in depression haha lalala.. but i need to multiply the number that i lost by 10 then ill be happy.. lose the 20kg then im gonna be perfect. absolutely perfect.. hahah (ok.. im sounding deranged.. lala) maybe i am..

okla.. i need to sleep now. im gonna be a farmer's wife with 10 goats and 50 sheep. come to my house and ill let u have goats' milk for breakie lunch and dinner.. yum! hahahah maddness...

ok later

Bob Smurf at 1:33 AM