Tuesday, November 22, 2005

3 hours and a paper

OMG this christmas song is damn nice la.. of course its by smashing pumpkins! argh! u know the last album i have from smashing pumpkins is the melancholy(they spelt it nicer.. i just cant remember how its spelt) and the infinite sadness. oh yeah. had the greatest hits album too. anyway shan just said the song is called 'christmas time' sigh... nice song.. damn nice..

oh well someone buy me a cd! any cd... high on the list would be james blunt! hmm then there's bon jovi.. and fall out boy!!

*birthday coming* (in case u dint get it.. this was a HUGE hint!)

ohh Shan just told a really evil joke! haha abt weddings abt how the normal ring wont fit the bride's finger.. so they had to use a bracelet instead! hahah how evil!

u know.. i had my sociology paper on saturday and before the paper.. there was this guy i have never seen around in my sociology lectures. so most probably he's from the engineering sociology lecture.yeah so anyway.. he was so cute! like well he wasnt like model drop dead gorgeous but he was decent looking with u know.. more than a little pleasant looking.. like.. good boy with a twinge of naughty! argh! love that look! and well maybe it was just me.. but he kept looking.. ok maybe i was just extra concious cos i was wearing my NEW DENIM SKIRT!!! hahah (yes.. excited) .. but yeah the first time i caught him looking at me.. it was like ok maybe he accidentally looked kinda thing.. then i looked away and when i looked back.. he was still looking.. and he knew i was looking at him looking at me.. he wasnt looking at my fat legs or anything but looking at me straight in the face kinda thing. with deep intense eyes.. *swoon* then well.. we had to go in the exam hall already.. damn! oh well.. i dont think ill ever see him again. sadly. but he was oh so nice looking.
appeal to the crowds: guy in orange t shirt and all the characteristics above.. do gimme a mail or a buzz.. or try and find me ok? cos i have this feeling ure either in science or in engine.. haha i think ure cute.


lalala.. anyway i think i screwed up my south asian paper.. felt like one of my southeast asia papers..during a levels.. dint study kinda types. oh well but i did but it was not enough. i hate this. grrr... shall do more for my other 3 papers especially for theatre.. cos i think my prac was really screwed up. wish me luck ya'll!

haiz... friendships.. u cant live with them.. u cant live without them. why must things be so complicated. just when i think its over.. its not. when i was msged after a few days of silence.. i could literally feel my badly bandaged heart start to bleed again. errr... maybe im being too dramatic.. lalala.. was that night really special? maybe.. if that person was someone u love. im moving on. im afraid of losing that friendship. but is it really worth my heart? can i really move on without first dying from heartache? i dunno and im afraid to try. will my friends stand behind my decision even if they know its a bad one? u tell me.

Bob Smurf at 12:47 AM