Wednesday, November 16, 2005
i had a fun time today.. thanx guys.. haha i know i got really crappy towards the end.. haha was too high oh coffee. oohh and the counter guy WAS SOO HOT!! haha i know i know.. im supposed to be studying.. hahah (sorry yasmin).. but no worries.. i celebrated cos the theatre practical today was supposedly good cos i got an appreciative laugh and.. haha no questions asked.. (GOOD ON US!! yeay!) and.. haha some people got what they deserved.. but thats mean.. he had had a lot to do.. and we weren't particularly very cooperative. haha.. but im glad its over guys.. HugZ!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZATTY!!! yeay.. finally 19.. hahah (GOH BEE YUNG!) hahaha sorry after efects of coffee. lalala
well.. friends really are special. i dont like throwing away friends.. never have unless ive lost contact.. but never due to a fight or a misunderstanding. its just me i guess but my heart just cant take it.. ill either apologise or.. if the other party doesnt want to.. ill carry as usual. no biggie. life goes on. we're all mature adults.
it seems very silly to have something so small being blown up. i like being ure friend. having all sorts of friends toughens you up.. and of course u can get diferent perspectives on everything.. its very cool. so even though you hurt me dear friend.. i am a forgiver and a forgetter. but i will respect the space u wish to have .
you once told me.. i know im not supposed to contact you. but if you do need someone. call me. good terms or not. ill always be your friend.(even though many people would think im crazy to do so but i dont really care)..i will never forget that uve helped me a lot since ive known you.. think about that. in life.. true friendships are more impt than silly relationships..to me anyway.. cos right now.. i dont think im ready for one. not matter how much i TELL myself i am. i have not adjusted to uni life. so having a r'ship would kill me.
oh well.. maybe a break would do us some good. we've probably had too much of each other. do what you will ok.. as long as your life is prioritised.
good luck in your life. i miss you too.
im preparing my battle armour against the attacking exams. come the 30th and ill be free..half the battle won! join me in this battle.. for we will prevail! believe in God and believe in yourselves.. WE WILL PREVAIL!!!!
Bob Smurf at 12:03 AM