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Monday, November 28, 2005

u cant fight fate

a dear friend said to me once.. u cant fight fate.. no matter what happens.. u cant. yet i have been learning from my experience in small time academia that we should not be fatalistic. and being fatalistic is a trait of pple who feel worthless and have no confidence to pave out what they want. but.. what if what u want is something that IS linked to fate? like matters of the heart or tragedies? <--(can be used interchangably of course.)

but then again, why do they say it's 'matters of the heart' when clearly your heart has nothing to do with it? its clearly your mind that controls how you feel right? if not.. then would a peron who's had a heart transplant or had an artificial heart pumping inside him still love his loved ones? or love the previous heart owner's loved ones and/or remain cold like a machine? so thus i conclude it is the mind. (of course this is common sense). but why the heart? like u say.. i am so 'heart'-broken instead of saying im so 'mind'-broken.. weird isnt it? yet.. society's conventions are such that niceties are almost hallmark-like and hardly anybody stops to consider.

fate. why tempt fate when u can decide how u want to live ure life or die? if someone says he wants to commit suicide.. to end it all.. i say.. go ahead.. ure choice. it will sadden pple especially ure loved ones for a short period of time.. maybe 2 years.. if ure lucky maybe 3.. but then.. u will be forgotten. lost in the cobwebs of their minds. life goes on. as they always say. u cannot stay young forever. u will be able to move on from the one u love.in time. even though u think he is the one for you. the one u want to spend the rest of your life with.. the one u want to have kids with.. u will move on. God has made life so hard yet in time.. u will realise its true beauty. ure 'heart' will heal. and it will be so much faster if u are able to psycho yourself to forget and move on. it works. tried and tested. BUT!! u have to shut him off from ure life in all aspects. a long,slow and painful process.. but it should work.. i hope.

life. it goes on. yet my exam dates are slower then ever.. i wish i were on holiday now. i wish i were at the beaches now in my 2 piece.. sigh~ where looks dont matter and the sun is warm.. and the guys are hot. here.. hahah its hopeless. nobody wants me.. i dont think i want them anymore either. life goes on babe.. SurFs Up!

Bob Smurf at 12:27 AM