Friday, December 30, 2005
relationships and flowers
you know how i always rant abt wanting to have my fairytale relationship with some foreign guy somewhere? well u know.. i think im actually well.. scared of it.. having a relationship. a good friend of mine just got dumped by his gf of 2 yrs. im feeling really sad for him.. he's really upset. and im feeling really helpless too. he's upset cos of all the time, effort and sacrifices he made for her..everybody expected these 2 to get married. i mean they are like the sweetest couple ive ever known.. but her ditching him has never ever crossed my mind.. or anybody elses.. even him for that matter.. poor him.. what were the results of his sacrifices?? i know i wouldnt have done as much in my own relationship. he's too much of a caring guy.. and she still dumped him.. which brings me to the point that i need to ask..
why bother in the first place?but then.. on the other hand.. there are special moments..something only a friend cant provide..oh well.. fairytale relationships almost NEVER happen.. i mean.. it has been said by someone close to me that u almost never end up with ure true love anyway..cos ure true love wouldnt necessarily have u for his or her true love.. so.. yeah.. such is fate.. such is life.. such is love.
i feel sorry for u old friend.. i wish i could help ease ure pain but this is something u gotta go thru in life.. i hope u will be ure happy self again.. but also know.. im always here for ya ok? take care and when u book out one of these days.. lets meet up yeah?
are relationships truly what they seem? are they worth the effort? can someone enlighten me .. tell me something i can think abt..
Bob Smurf at 1:20 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
in aussie day 2/3
hey..im in Aussie now.. enjoying the HEAT in Brisbane.. flew to brisbane by Virgin blue today.. well technically yesterday.. my brother used his car and along with my parents who have already been here for the past 2 weeks, picked me up from the airport.. so exciting la.. i went to the airport mysef.. got checked in.. sat beside 2 very hyper active kids on the 2 and half hr flight from Melbourne to Brisbane.. and.. well.. hahah got quite a shock cos Brisbane is sooo much hotter than Melbourne.. was thinking of going backpacking in Aussie with 2 friends next yr.. any takers?? i think its gonna be sooo fun!! yeay! oh well.. life is sooo fun la.. im going to dreamworld with my brother tmr.. well its actually a toss up between that or going to the factory outlets and buy stuff.. hmm... well this is pretty tough.. reliving childhood fun or spending loads of money on stuff u probably wont get back home... hmmmmm.. hahaha well.. ive already spent 50 plus yesterday.. 1 day itself.. on what?? food.. we went to chocolate buddha at federation square.. its a japanese restaurant where the food is damn nice.. if u love jap food like moi.. you should definitely go there.. u cant miss it.. plus.. the waiters were HOT!!!! hahaha one of them being a uni friend of my cousin.. his name is apparently Francesco.. but she calls him Franny.. how cute.. he was cute too.. think he was perving on my cousin who was wearing a very cleavage baring t-shirt.. lalala..
anyway.. had a good friend send me and my sisters to the airport the other day cos noboy else happened to be free enough to drive us there.. hahaha i guess i owe him one. haha what does he want i wonder... choc?? nope.. a bag of honey roasted macadamias?? hmm... i have no idea.. lalala.. but maybe if it hits me i will get it for him..
if u are reading this.. tell me what u want can??? internet access for me will only be till the 20th cos once im back in melbourne no more internet for me.. hahah anyway that friend was kinda sleepy so i let him sleep in my computer room cos my own room was terribly messy with all my clothes and stuff i hadnt packed.. hahaha and besides.. i have not slept in my room for abt 2 weeks.. and the sheets needed changing..so.. yeah.. guest room it was.. hahahah oh.. he slept sooo the cutely.. felt strange for a moment cos he and me were the only ones at home.. but i had other things to do.. and he was tired.. poor guy.. hahah oh plus.. chasing him trying to prevent him from coming into my room made me bruise my wrist really badly..its really bad la.. oh well.. nvm.. its a reminder of him?? hahah NAH!!!!!! ive got better things to do.. hahaha thanx once again yeah? hope everythings going good for ya aight?? hehe
hmm.. well have i met anybody?? nope.. not as yet..but i think i will.. hahaha i have a feeling i will.. but hey.. whatever it is.. im gonna be having fun yeah?? its soo hot here i wish i could go out wearing shorts and a tank.. but my parents will kill me!!! but its toooooo hot to wear jeans of or pants of any sort... oh well.. see how la.. i wanna go surfing.. my cousins went to surfers paradise and went surfing.. it was bloody expensive though.. think it was 80 per hr? not sure.. 60? or wassit 40? dunno la.. will ask again when im back there..
right now im in my brother's rented place.. can u believe it??/ i got my own room??? hahaha yeay!! its extremely tiny though... has a bed... a cupboard and a table.. thats it.. oh yeah.. it does have a window. lalala so yeah.. im gonna be sleeping alone tonight.. weeeee~ (ok maybe not totally alone... i have the mosquitoes to gimme love bites.. muakcz)
hmm... anyway..i just finished watching jerry springer.. its absolutely stupid!! i missed the first part though but the second part was abt this couple who had opposing beliefs with their family.. and then when they came in.. they turned out to be memebers of the KKK and it was absolutely hilarious that they got dissed and booed on stage.. hahaha and thing is.. i couldnt understand what the hell they were talking abt cos most of it was beeped out.. too many 'ni***r' and 'f**k' mentioned.. hahah oh well.. also watched law and order.. and virgin suicides.. interesting story.. always wanted to watch it.. highly disturbing if u think abt it.. but josh hartnett looked pretty hot.. nice hot bod.. ooohh.. im like soo horny at the moment.. forgive me.. hahahaha but well.. dont tell me u have never had ure moments? hahah lalalala...i need to erm be with somebody right now.. but hahah cannot.. must not think abt it..lalalal no particular somebody.. just any guy who strikes my fancy enough to make me interest.. lalala ooops.. scandalous ana.. ok shall not talk abt my hormonal urges. hmm.. what else can i talk abt hmm? i have no idea..
my bro is teaching me how to drive a manual car.. his honda accord.. manual.. old car.. like seriously.. no air-con.. that kinda thing.. hahah sounds fun. im so bored and thirsty right now.. shall go drink some water and read my book.. lalalal then maybe ill be able to sleep.. weeee~..
can i just live the rest of my life here? get married and raise my kids in this non stress environment? i would like that.... any takers? hahahaha muakcz.. good night all.
Bob Smurf at 10:05 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
tagged game!
Rules of the game:1. post 5 weird/random stuff abt yourself2. at the end, list the names of 5 ppl who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blogs and tell them to read your blog for rules!
Here goes the 5 stuff:
1. has a really bad addiction to gummies
2. loves to sit down somewhere to just stare into space (claims to be 'boy-watching')
3. wants really badly to pilfer sister's lime green ipod mini.
4. i have bimbo tendencies
5. my sister claims im a covet bitch...wahahaha why?? i also dunno
You are tagged! shaf, ria, yana, nabilla, tatia
Bob Smurf at 2:24 PM
clubbing in kl
hey.. i know im supposed to be in kl ennjoying myself.. yeah i am.. i really am.. hahah just got back from clubbing with my sister and her 'BF'(?). anyway, he asked a friend along for the clubbing and well im not sure what the friend's name is but he's Algerian too. and very very scarily reminds me of kurt.. but a big buffed up Arab speaking version.
not my type at all.. hahah so anyway.. he cant dance.. and all he wanted to do was hold me sooo close against him whilst he had a hard-on hahah and kept saying..'wow' hahah wonder what he was wowing at.. hahaha hmm. anyway.. afterwards he wanted me to go to his condominium. to do?? hahaha shall not mention.. its really quite obvious.. a very horny 24 yr old guy.. no doubt he has a great physique and all.. but.. hahah no way am i gonna do THAT.. hahah besides.. i know a few pple who might kill me if i did.. lalalala...but it was great... he cant kiss well though.. hahah like.."HELLO??!!" what u doing? we're supposed to be dancing NOT making out on the dance floor.. hahaha.. also he wanted to buy me a drink.. like alcoholic? hahah sigh... oh well..by the way.. we went to a latin club.. pretty cool i think.. music is great.. pple are hot.. everything was just sweet man.. until we left.. and he kept err.. hahaha wanting to 'take care of me' hahaha poor guy... was it me? hahah maybe.. i dunno.. i was just enjoying myself dancing.. all i wanted to do was dance.. with a cute guy came second.. hahaha but it was all good la.. even the musician from columbia who was damn hot kept smiling at me.. nice.. he was cute too.. and then he sang la tortura ... niceeee hahaha.. weee... mght be going again tmr night.. hehe.. okla.. need to bathe now.. stink of smoke.. but somehow not that bad like the smoke in SG clubs.. hmmmmmmm... hahaha miss u guys loads.. muackz. good night!!
Bob Smurf at 4:00 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
swollen throat.. sob..
my holidays have been really cool so far.. went out like many many many times.. yesterday i went to jurong east and boon lay to changi airport.. haha really cool man.. ohh.. i drove there... had nuha geet and shaf with me.. haha but sadly i was feeling under the weather.. but i relly enjoyed myself. hehe.. anyway the day before yesterday went to celebrate shaf's bday which was actually on the 3rd. hehe geet myself and nuha shared some money to buy for shaf what she soo wanted- a star wars monopoly set.. heheh lalala i hope i get something cool for my birthday too.. heheh hint hint.. yep.. then i spent the day at home trying to get better.. cos im sick.... sadness but i met up with kurt cos he wanted to pass me some guitar picks.. very pretty... very sweet of him too.. i offered to pay but he dint want to.. i wanted to buy him a drink but he dint want to either.. said he never makes anybody pay for anything...such a nice guy...
anyway.. im going to kl this friday.. till sunday with my sisters.. then im gonna go clubbing there!! yeay!.. then.. on monday evening im flying off to australia.. weeee~ then im only coming back on the 28th... sigh~... wish i could spend more time.. lalala.. but no worries.. its ok.. next june yeah?
hmm..ok well my sisters are il divo crazy.. hahah i can see why... especially Urs.. damn hot sia that guy...
oh well i gtg... need to rest..zzzz
take care!!
Bob Smurf at 11:23 PM