Tuesday, January 17, 2006
HAppy Birthday!
Im finally 20.. on the 17th of January.. today. this tuesday... the time on my wall clock says it's approximately 11.10.. (technically 11.15.. it's 5 mins fast.. haha) oh well.. ive got abt 45 mins of my birthday left.. hahah how time goes by.. im like.. finally 20.. can u imagine?? me??? hahah
Anyway.. i got birthday wishes from loads of peeps.. pple i didnt know would remember.. im so very touched.. oh well.. and my best friends.. went through the trouble to get for me a certain publisher type harry potter series.. books that i dont have.. its so fun.. i love them.. (i appreciate the effort nuha darling..i know it was hard to find..)
Thanx Geet and Shaf for the cake and wonderful meal at fish and co at the glass house.. heheh.. i know u guys wanted to embarrass me.. but.. hehehe i just loved the attention.. hahaha and the sparklerss!! (ok only 1) but i loved it all the same!!! weee~
i took some pics.. geet took some pics too.. but as usual.. im being too butt lazy to puit it up.. lalala.. when im free for 2 hours maybe i should.. hahaha..
ok well.. im gonna be so full of myself and wish.. myself a final happy birthday..
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ANA!!!!!life is sure great when ive got such wonderful friends... im loving every minute of it..truly.. it's my friends who define who i truly am.. thank you all for remembering and thank you all.. for being my friend.. Muackzz and HUgzz!
hope to be ure friend still next year 17th January 2007!
Bob Smurf at 11:04 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
hey.. today well technically yesterday.. was hari raya haji.. and well considering how im always damn tired after these kinda occasions.. i dont really mind cos.. haha my family has the tradition o giving green packets.. lalala hahah (Alhamdullillah)
hmm.. well the extra money will reaLLY help with the bills paying this month.. wee~.. a friend suggested i take up muay thai with him.. im seriously interested.. its 45 a mth though.. i dunno when they are gonna have it on though? hmm... oh well
anyway..school has been err.. ok i guess.. but considering ive only been in school for a day..haha not much to talk abt huh?
i told my brother that i cant seem to get a guy to like me for who i am and not for other things.. some guys keep asking me out to just try to play around.. and my brother said its cos im fat. yeah well i dont see the logic.. but he explained its cos these guys know girls like moi have no hope and thus become.. 'easy prey'? how sadistic. maybe.. i dunno.. what do u think? it sucks dont it? but i dunno.. yeah i know i need to lose weight but i dunno.. sometimes guys just infuriate me..
i cant seem to forgive a certain family member of mine.. i sought that person's forgiveness today..but i dunno if it was truly from my heart.. u know.. and it sucks.. i just dont forgive and forget easily.. i mean.. u know me right? sigh~.. maybe not.
i havent seen a good friend in a while.. maybe that person is busy with school.. but hey.. sms once in a while yeah? oh well.. life goes on..
it was particularly very freaky today when my relatives came by and an uncle asked when im gonna get hitched.. freaky really.. cos.. hey this tuesday im only gonna be 20.. like hey.. thats a bit young right?? oh well..i kept telling him that even for me to even get engaged.. i gotta have a boyfriend first right?? hahah they seem convinced that i already do.. hahaha how cool.. oh well
hahah ok well tmr is my first french lesson.. wish me luck ya? muackzz
Bob Smurf at 12:11 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006
Happy 2nd day of the NEW YEAR! yeay!.. anyway.. how is my 2006 so far? hmm pretty good.. how did i celebrate my new year's eve. hmm.. well.. i was in kl.. then on impulse i went to genting with my sisters and their friends. then on the way back.. we got stuck in traffic.. it practically did not move! so yeah.. we watched the fireworks whilst being stuck in traffic.. we got out of the car and watched the fireworks.. damn cool really.. have never been in that situation before.. and also.. never celebrated my new years' in msia before.. haha..
hmm.. my birthda is coming.. in approximately 15 days.. yep.. january 17.. and i know im supposed to set up a wish list.. but im just afraid people might give me the the same of one thing.. hmm... so hmm.. i have no idea.. maybe i should just set it up anyway right? haha but not tonight.. watching episodes of the oc that i just cant wait to appear here.. hahah if u know what i mean.
anyway.. sometimes family members say things abt u behind ure back or when they think ure sleeping.. it happened to me.. and i think it really hurt.. i was slightly concious at that moment.. but i woke up when i realized they were talking abt me. u know.. it really really hurt me.. wanted to write this in my 2006 diary but i have not bought one as yet. sadness.. but yeah.. it really hurt.. and i could have mentioned it but i know it will only lead to an argument..and i dont want that kind of confrontation right now because i am sort of emotionally weighed down.. i mean. if its just friends.. i dont give a shit what the hell they say.. but my own family.. now that smarts.. right thru the heart..
i dunno maybe ill prove them wrong. i wont say it.. but one day i will.. im keeping it all inside for the moment.. but rest assured there's only so much i can keep.
Happy New Year All!
Bob Smurf at 1:25 AM