Monday, January 02, 2006
Happy 2nd day of the NEW YEAR! yeay!.. anyway.. how is my 2006 so far? hmm pretty good.. how did i celebrate my new year's eve. hmm.. well.. i was in kl.. then on impulse i went to genting with my sisters and their friends. then on the way back.. we got stuck in traffic.. it practically did not move! so yeah.. we watched the fireworks whilst being stuck in traffic.. we got out of the car and watched the fireworks.. damn cool really.. have never been in that situation before.. and also.. never celebrated my new years' in msia before.. haha..
hmm.. my birthda is coming.. in approximately 15 days.. yep.. january 17.. and i know im supposed to set up a wish list.. but im just afraid people might give me the the same of one thing.. hmm... so hmm.. i have no idea.. maybe i should just set it up anyway right? haha but not tonight.. watching episodes of the oc that i just cant wait to appear here.. hahah if u know what i mean.
anyway.. sometimes family members say things abt u behind ure back or when they think ure sleeping.. it happened to me.. and i think it really hurt.. i was slightly concious at that moment.. but i woke up when i realized they were talking abt me. u know.. it really really hurt me.. wanted to write this in my 2006 diary but i have not bought one as yet. sadness.. but yeah.. it really hurt.. and i could have mentioned it but i know it will only lead to an argument..and i dont want that kind of confrontation right now because i am sort of emotionally weighed down.. i mean. if its just friends.. i dont give a shit what the hell they say.. but my own family.. now that smarts.. right thru the heart..
i dunno maybe ill prove them wrong. i wont say it.. but one day i will.. im keeping it all inside for the moment.. but rest assured there's only so much i can keep.
Happy New Year All!
Bob Smurf at 1:25 AM