Wednesday, January 11, 2006
hey.. today well technically yesterday.. was hari raya haji.. and well considering how im always damn tired after these kinda occasions.. i dont really mind cos.. haha my family has the tradition o giving green packets.. lalala hahah (Alhamdullillah)
hmm.. well the extra money will reaLLY help with the bills paying this month.. wee~.. a friend suggested i take up muay thai with him.. im seriously interested.. its 45 a mth though.. i dunno when they are gonna have it on though? hmm... oh well
anyway..school has been err.. ok i guess.. but considering ive only been in school for a day..haha not much to talk abt huh?
i told my brother that i cant seem to get a guy to like me for who i am and not for other things.. some guys keep asking me out to just try to play around.. and my brother said its cos im fat. yeah well i dont see the logic.. but he explained its cos these guys know girls like moi have no hope and thus become.. 'easy prey'? how sadistic. maybe.. i dunno.. what do u think? it sucks dont it? but i dunno.. yeah i know i need to lose weight but i dunno.. sometimes guys just infuriate me..
i cant seem to forgive a certain family member of mine.. i sought that person's forgiveness today..but i dunno if it was truly from my heart.. u know.. and it sucks.. i just dont forgive and forget easily.. i mean.. u know me right? sigh~.. maybe not.
i havent seen a good friend in a while.. maybe that person is busy with school.. but hey.. sms once in a while yeah? oh well.. life goes on..
it was particularly very freaky today when my relatives came by and an uncle asked when im gonna get hitched.. freaky really.. cos.. hey this tuesday im only gonna be 20.. like hey.. thats a bit young right?? oh well..i kept telling him that even for me to even get engaged.. i gotta have a boyfriend first right?? hahah they seem convinced that i already do.. hahaha how cool.. oh well
hahah ok well tmr is my first french lesson.. wish me luck ya? muackzz
Bob Smurf at 12:11 AM