Monday, April 10, 2006

not to be soo drama

Dear readers..(hahah what a joke.. hardly anybody reads this)

well.. after my episode with d&m yesterday.. i slept with my eyes swollen from too much crying. i felt bad. i was highly emotional and thus the crying did not stop. which..of course led to me going to school today with swollen eyes..but.. dont care really. but thing is.. im heartbroken. (i know some people out there are groaning and saying ,' not again!') well.. its true.. ive been heartbroken many times but this one is different. why different? ill tell you.

He is taller than me.. much taller. so much so that if i try put my arms around him to comfort him he has to REAlly bend his knees. He's fair with short cropped hair. a neat cut u know? he's also the lanky muscular types that i like.. the not too skinny yet not too burly either types. best of all.. he loves me. and i love him back.

well.. the story goes like this. a teacher was really being a bitch about something. and i was the brunt of it. a male teacher. and this dear guy of mine.. he decided to do something abt it.. so he lured the teacher somewhere and put itching powder all over the teacher. pretty neat huh? just for me. BUT he got caught and well.. they didnt really punish him or anything.. but they kicked him out of the students union. oh yeah.. i forgot to mention.. he was a key committee member of the student union. they also kicked him out of his favourite sport..rugby.

i of course was with him all the way.. i stayed with him when they told him the bad news.. so as the day ended with his 'sentence', i tride to comfort him with a hug and a peck.. everything was perfect.

until of course.. i was woken up by my alarm. yes.. i know.. huge let down.. can you imagine.. it was perfect. but it was just a dream.never in my whole life have i ever woken up to a broken heart before.. trust me.. it hurts just the same.

oh well.. dreams never come true.. but just in case.. i will keep my eyes open for 'him' in school.. u never know.. 'he' might just exist...

take care all,

Ana

Bob Smurf at 8:36 PM