Friday, June 30, 2006

stage beauty

i just watched stage beauty just now.. the one with claire danes and billy crudup.. very exciting stuff.. really.. he's sooo gay in the movie that it turns me on.. haha.. but seriously.. i remember watching snippets of the movie.. was it in JC or uni.. i cannot remember.. possibly.. most probably.. in uni..

stage beauty

desdemona and err.. iago? not too sure

yeah he was being gay with this guy.. hotness.. hahaha


oh well.. how he fell in love with her.. was pretty amazing..though pretty hard to believe..lalala

ana

Bob Smurf at 3:07 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

ergh.. im so ugly. how could i ever think im anything but.. sheesh.. seriously. have u seen my photos??? they reek!

i dont wanna go out of the house anymore..

Bob Smurf at 12:53 AM

some people...

u know..
some people... they just dont appreciate dance... they dont appreciate all the effort that was put in the dance...some people have no culture!

i got so pissed on stage just now.. when my dance members made some mistakes.. including myself.. of course.. and some inconsiderate jerk made a loud comment, " there ..wrong already.." seriously.. what a fucking jerk.

then there are others who try to flirt whilst queuing up for the dinner buffet. i mean.. asking about us is fine.. but asking for email adds and friendster adds.. now thats a bit much... hahaha.. we're nice people... but not that kinda nice.. hahaha


oh well..wat am i complaining for..i should be so lucky a guy talked to me...most times they dont even give a second glance.. but then again... my other dance mates were there... possibly why he wanted to talk.. haha

i need to lose weight.. someone sponsor my lipo bill pleaseeeee??


ana

Bob Smurf at 12:34 AM

Friday, June 23, 2006

death & family ties

ok people.. im back. yeah from Malaysia.. from Ipoh..where my cousin's cute kids just made me feel so old.. and hahah (kinda wished i had a couple myself) hahaha amazingly. anyway.. apart form visiting my aunt, we also went to pay our condolences to relatives of my dad's who live in Ipoh as well.. and..hahah met one of them called aunty rose and she decided to give our family a dinner treat.. and well she had her son with her.. an engineer.. hmm.. just graduated.. hmm.. ok looking la..hmm.. should be abt 24 yrs old.. they also brought their daughter with them.. she's 16.. i think they all thought i was her age until my parents told them that i was starting 2nd yr in uni. hahaa.. and i have no idea what parents have in mind.. but im sure there was a flicker somewhere.. err.. i sorta got the hint of a match thing.. at the dinner place..

again the next day when we went to another of our relative's place.. they were like asking me to go on a diet.. to slim down.. cos who knows right.. "we need to strengthen family ties"... how scary.. also.. just now.. i was in my parents room and my mom.. she told me to slim down as well.. cos who knows.. they might match me to somebody.. eeeks... im scared. hahaha... i dont think i can live in Ipoh.. err.. for longer than 2 to 3 days.. ill be bored out of my brains.. oh by the way.. the parents are Dato' and Datin in Perak.. cool huh.. im related to them.. haha..well.. sorta.. they are really my dad's cousins.. so that kinda makes me and their kids.. 2nd cousins..

Talking abt 2nd cousins.. our condolences were for 2 deaths that occured without our knowing.. it was a big shock for my dad and his sisters.. one was my dad's cousin..who passed away in april this yr and another was my 2nd cousin.. whom ive seen only once.. when i stayed over at their house when i was younger.. i remember her as someone so tomboy-ish. me and my brother hung out with her and went to the shop to buy sweets.. those kinda things.. its pretty sad to know that she passed away last year the day before hari raya.. she had cancer. i wish i had known her better.


on a happier note.. i have resolved to lose some weight. slap me if i gain any more weight aight? muackz..(no.. its not cos of a marriage match...)


Ana

Bob Smurf at 12:05 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

grape and apple pastilles

some days i just wanna chew on gummies like all day.. ok that was a random thought. i wanna buy a bag.. should i buy the klm bag? the really nice bright orange klm bag? it is awfully cute... i cant stand it..
been to the place twice..
and i cant stop thinking abt it..
but... he says he'll buy it for me.. how sweet. muacks

im going on a hiatus again.. hahaha nola.. just going to malaysia.. Ipoh.. gonna see my aunt.. my cousin..and her kids!!! so cute.. sigh~.. i just wanna hang around them like all the time


kids.. gotta love em.i need to sleep..
my eyes are hurting..
gimme a msg or something or whatever... when i get back.. on thursday.. lalalala.. or better still gime a call when i get back.. ill be glad to chat..muackz


ana

Bob Smurf at 12:45 AM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

call me stupid and ill shoot

im pissed.. been pissed.. stupid fucking job. stupid fucking job

i talked to my sorta ex just now.. at about 7 plus.. and well.. after talking to him.. i realised that he doesnt know me.. and all he wants is like my body.. ok i know its not much.. but hell.. my body??? fuck him la.. u just saw me for like a few seconds in the bus u idiot..

i check my reflection in the mirror everyday.. and it DOES NOT SAY come fuck me.. so where do they get these ideas?? do i look cheap to u?
sheesh.. idiot

Bob Smurf at 12:44 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

work and shit

i quit my job at 945 am today. why? cos the work is mundane.. and u are basically overworked and underpaid.. plus.. i value my freedom a lot. sadly though, because i did not serve 2 weeks notice, they're taking away 1 week from my pay. sigh~

means ill only get peanuts.. what shit. but hey.. at least ill be free from that job.. i dont think the job requires an undergraduate intellect. i can just hear the admin pple laughing at me cos why would an undergrad subject myself to such menial labour? i mean .. i basically work in a store! and everyday after work.. u have housekeeping duties that require u to sweep the floors and take out the trash.. oh and they have a complete housekeeping thing every fortnight. which means that not only sweeping and cleaning.. but also.. mopping and wiping. im sorry.. i dont think i can be like that.. and what erks me the most is that the admin pple DO NOTHING!..its like they just step out of the way when u are cleaning.. i mean.. shut up la! i mean.. hey i probably am more eduacated than some of them.. i DO NOT want to be subjected to such condescending manners.. let alone be a store worker/ cleaner for my 13 years of education.

another reason im quitting is cos the pay is peanuts. totally and absolutely peanuts.. hard labour.. with little pay.. hardly worth it..plus.. pple from right, left and centre are telling me to quit.. so since i have no valid reason to quit, i came up with a lame ass excuse which is that i ahe to do a special sem in school for my not fantastic grades. hahah amazing right? and i ahve to go to school weeks after this to do some stuff.. well both are true.. just not related la.. my grades are not fantastic.. 2 Bs and 2 Cs.. but i still passed. by only just i think.. and well. i do have to go to school cos i ahve dance commitments.. i have a really big dance perfomance coming up in september.. so practice practice practice... damn.. just hit my shin against the bed boards.. ouch much..

MY COUSINS ARE LEAVING TMR!!!! leaving me all by my onesie.. sad aint it? theyre leaving for aussie.. one to continue studying.. the other to start her education.. jealousness.... well.. im thinking maybe i should go over in july and spend maybe a week or 2 with them in canberra.. cool huh? heard jamie and rizal are going to canberra as well.. coolness. i wish it were me too. sigh!~..

with so many pple clamouring to get into NUS... i guess i should be so proud im in.. but im not.. school is boring.. i have no time for friend hang outs.. its.. depressing.. i have not yet made friends with pple who are like me and are NOT in the malay/ muslim society..grr..

i wanna go on a diet.. and plus on an exercise thing.. i just wanna lose weight.. sigh~.. how do some pple get so thin?? (healthy means la).. i mean.. i guess they just gotta have the sheer determination la.. amazingly enough.. oh. match of france vs swiss was very exciting last night.. but someone should have scored.. defense was fantastic both sides.. hahah and the ref was very very liberal abt giving away yellow cards.. wahahaha.. i wanna watch the match where the US plays.. see if they're any good.. hahaha.. lalala

ok well.. im gonna go off now.. am hungry.. very hungry.. but sleepy at the same time.. nope.. cant do both at the same time.. wahahaha.. love u all!

meet up some time yeah?

ana

Bob Smurf at 10:31 AM