Thursday, November 30, 2006

Kinderen voor Kinderen song - Two Fathers

This a video about a dutch boy singing about his 2 fathers. Its on a kids show by the way.. WAY TO GO! (i got this reference off www.yawningbread.org -i think the article was abt openness in society)

Bob Smurf at 1:20 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Tomorrow never comes until its too late

i swear.. he makes me so angry.. he makes me so mad. he says i dont understand him.. well like DUH i dont understand him.. he NEVER CALLS! he doesnt msg anymore.. how the hell does he expect me to understand? idiot.

i cant do this. i cant keep thinking abt him.. i have a bleeding paper to do tmr. as in exam. does he realize this? noo.. does he understand me?? no.. so why the hell was he sighing at me for?? idiot.

is he in trouble at work? is he having problems at home? is it another chinese girl who's broken his heart? im not gonna see him till i come back from germany.. yes.. i CAN forget abt him.. and i WILL forget abt him..

im horrified with myself. i was doodling on my table.. and i wrote a long thingy for him.. i swear.. its like a taufik thing.. all writing songs abt ure ex etc etc.. except it aint songs.. its just incoherent ramblings of a spotty mind. sigh.. why do i do this to myself.

can u believe.. i had a HORRIBLE week last week.. dont believe me? ask fauzan.. i seriously owe that guy a drink or something..for listening to all my crap. sighh. but if not for fauzan i would never would have collected my thoughts and got down to studying.. who was on my mind? him. i swear.. he does not deserve my tears. i mean.. if he doesnt want to be with me.. why make out with me right? its the same thing all over again with A***L and with R***. booty call. call me when ure feeling horny.. HEY!! I AM GIRLFRIEND MATERIAL OKAY! dont call me to screw with me.. literally. im sick of this. damn all u who even try.

if i flunk the exams.. there's only one person to blame.. myself. can i take the sememster off. can i take the yr off? im sick of school. im sick of having to be in the rat race. its gonna take away most of my life. its gonna kill me someday.. mark my words. i need to get out of here. take me away with u when u leave.. but oh wait.. i forgot.. im supposed to be hating u. but i cant help it.. i think i love u. sigh.

Bob Smurf at 1:28 AM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

six days.. what happened to the 7th?

lalala.. 2 papers down.. 2 more to go.. i wanang o bra shopping.. anyway.. for a bit of reminiscing.. remember this song??!! play it!!




i might just add it as a permanent feature on my blog.. weeee~

Bob Smurf at 5:24 PM

Video Blog #2: Looking for a spouse online

funny.. hehehe.. seriously.. haha

Bob Smurf at 5:15 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Kiwi!

A very nice video.. im sure u must have seen it.. but seriously.. i love it.

Bob Smurf at 10:42 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

we cant be together cos u say so

i dont want to be a friend with benefits sort.. u know that.. u of all pple should know that. why do u insist we remain just friends? is it really the leaving bit that's holding u back? or is it somehting else? i thought we had a connection.. i really thought we did..

u say ure leaving and thus we cant be together.. but so what? i told u im willing to have an LDR.. cos i like u and i know u like me.. u said so ureself. but maybe u dont like me enough to be with me.. its selfish of me i know.. to make u feel guilty or whatever.. but.. its unfair of u to make me like u so much just before u leave.. why hadnt u told me this earlier..? instead of chasing the other girls who will never look at u twice.. but i understand.. u deserve a nice catholic girl.. we're just not meant to be.. its sad though.. but id rather be sad now.. then to be heartbroken later.

Even though ill miss u terribly.. i guess this thing we have stops here.. u said u would understand. i dont.. but i have to try.

Bob Smurf at 11:27 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

skimming the surface..

HEllo! sorry havent updated.. i know its been awhile.. yes.. u must be wondering how i may have time to surf youtube but none for my own blog.. im here to rectify the problem.. =)

quick news update:

1) im kinda with someone now.. (yippee!) and his name starts with K.. terribly obvious i think.. haha for those who know jolly good.. for those who dont.. i pray u never will.. =)

2) im applying for SEP.. its FINALLY open.. but.. its bloody testing my patience.. have to keep typing all the entries all over again everytime i log out.. bloody piece of crap.. grr.. (wich me luck though)

3) im going to germany! on the 1st of december! (yeay!) with my sisters.. will most probably be back by the 20th.. very ex i know.. but hopefully most worth the experience.. hehe.. oh but one downside.. ill be missing shaf's bday.. sorry dearie.. ill try bring back a german dude for ya.. =) maybe by chance he's arab.. hehe

4) i may not be in a relationship with someone.. yes yes.. confusing i know.. its a very complicated relationship which i shall not delve into.. most of u will know already.. sighh.. he's leaving me!!!

ok well thats all so far.. oh yes!! going jalan rayaing tmr with MJ kiddies.. cant wait!! will be terribly exciting.. hehe.. wearing baju kurung.. no kebayas and stuff.. too messy

hehe.. hope you all enjoyed today's brief show.. im just soooo lazy to update.. cant help it.. inherent trait.. =)

gd nite ya'll!

Ana

Bob Smurf at 1:13 AM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

U2 and Green Day

a meaningful and splendid song..

Bob Smurf at 11:05 PM