Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Bugger this.. i think ill get me a boyfriend
Hello!! ure friendly 21 yr old here.. yeah my bday has come and gone.. seems like i celebrated my birthday for a whole month.. hahaha oh well.. but more birthdays to come! hehe..
anyway.. stupid asshole named kurt is gone from my life cos he is an asshole. idiot fucking asshole idiotic numbskull (made me use idiot twice!) shit-for-brains player. yep.. playing the field 3 at a time.. and one at the side.. hmm.. yeah im bitter.. cos he said all those things to me and never meant it.. never ever.. not even once.. fuck him la. shit-for-brains like him dont deserve to live.. actually.. not even this space.. but u know.. id like the whole world to know that KURT ALEXANDER GANAPATHY IS AN ASSHOLE! why? cos he used me. used me to get his horny fix in the middle of the night.. and during the day sought to pursue other girls of interest. right. fuck him.. i have feelings too dammit!
but.. well.. i think its good this happened before anything worse does..this as in me finding out what a sorry piece of shit he is.. but im glad he's going. im glad he's leaving.. im glad ill never have to see his sorry piece of ass (or dick.. whichever..) ever again!
End Chapter in life
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that said.. i am now extremely happy to be in my limbo-in-like stage.. what does that term mean right? hahaa well.. means.. i like somebody.. and he likes me.. but we're in limbo cos we havent decided things yet.. till time passes and well.. we have to see how it goes.. maybe im just imagining a perfect relationship.. maybe he is too.. maybe he just wants to get married.. *GASP* NOOO! im too young! hahaha
but he's sweet.. i think im falling... down the stairs.. head over heels.. broken and bruised.. but loving it. =)
its too late (or early depending on how u see it) to talk abt relationships.. but i just wanted pple to know that i may be single.. but i dont think im available.. wahahaha stupid mats. im going to sleep now.. what a lateeee hour..
i think im going swimming tmr.. lalalalala... i love the feel of chlorine in the evening.. yech~ (but i just shampoo-ed my hair!!!)
ill stop complaining.. lalala.. yep.. i need to look good of course.. i wanna look good next to my would-be boyfriend.. long and hard work definitely.. but he motivates me.. he motivates me to study.. he motivates me to exercise.. he motivates me to eat less stupid food.. (whilst he himself eats stupid food..hmmm.. but body type different la..) hahaha
okla.. gute nacht!Ich heiße Ana und ich lese gerne viele Bücher! (lalalala show-off)
muackz!
Bob Smurf at 1:44 AM