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Thursday, July 26, 2007

angry girl disease

im stinky, sweaty and most of all.. im dusty.. yeah.. well.. what have i been doing? ive been cleaning out my room.. making more space in my already empty room. but i cant help it.. =) maybe im just bein zen. wahaha as if.

im taking a break right now before i take a shower.. and settle in and watch the last, very last episode of fantaghiro, cave of the golden rose 4. i fell in love with kim rossi stuart and nicholas rogers when i was a child.. and now.. im in love with them all over again.. except that i realize that the show is so superficial.. it is a fairytale after all.. but still.. very nonsense.

i havent seen the sun in a couple of days.. my dark tan is fading.. hahaha its a tan that was accidental. i need to go swimming again.. i need the sun again.. i hated my pale self.. just makes me look dead.

anyway.. i wanna read harry potter book 7.. i know.. i know.. some of u have already finished it.. well.. no i didnt pre-order the book.. cos its expensive and i dont have the money to spend on it.. and no asking my parents for money is not an option. im waiting for the price to go down.. like how the nano prices will go down..

what about angry girl disease? well.. i saw it on the tyra banks show yesterday.. this girl couldnt control her anger such that there was once 3 yrs ago.. she beat up her sister over a hair straightener! her sister ended up with broken ribs and other injuries and was of course hospitalized. the girl says she couldnt remember what happened.. she supposedly blanked out or something. uncontrollable rage.. she was also kicked out from a concert for beating up a woman behind her who accidentally spilled beer over the girl's new top. i mean.. its a standing concert.. accidents are bound to happen. so well yeah.. she got kicked out from the concert.. damn scary right?

well.. i wish i had some anger like that in me.. not the full on.. but just some. there are just some pple i need to punch the living daylights out of. but no.. im unfortunately too nice.. i keep it all in me.. and then sooner or later i break out crying for no apparent reason. i think im too nice. i wish i could speak my mind without being afraid of how the other person might feel. i wish i wasnt afraid of authority figures like teachers and lecturers.. its because of this very reason that i avoid coming to school anymore than i ahve to.. i dont go seek for extra tuts or see the lecturers to improve my marks.. i just dont.. i used to be able to.. but i think back in secondary school.. all that spunk was just beaten out of me. i was embarrassed and literally beaten out of it. i couldnt deal with the hurt i was causing my parents so i decided to be nice. and to this day.. im nice. except when i really really cannot take it.

i hardly lose my temper.. unless im having a particularly bad pms day.. and then i just rant to someone else and not confront the person at fault. just cause i dont want to hurt their feelings.

oh well..

maybe i have 'stupid nice girl disease'

laterz

Bob Smurf at 6:26 PM